Did I really write that last entry? Yes, I did.
Not feeling the femme buzz any more at all now. Kinda crashed.
I am flummoxed by how completely I appear to pass. I didn't just go to Goodwill yesterday. Christina and I stopped for coffee too, and then on the way home I stopped at Target and at the grocery store...no stares, no double-takes, no awkward scenes.
That leaves me feeling stuck. I need do nothing more than I already am in order to experience life in the world as a woman. So what do I do now?
I guess I wait to see what I feel I have to do next.
And, it is coming up time to have The Talk with the children. I predict no upheaval...but I can't avoid the fear of losing their love. That's what this story is about until the deed is done, sometime in this coming week.
OK. Just looking after myself until then.
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